The Caller

Recovering from a great shocked, I have been awakened. The Light of God has enligthened me to see my shameful life that I have been living.

It might seems for the last 7 years that I have been living my callings, my vocations, that I have been giving my life to God.

Tonight, He gently tapped me on my shoulders. "No, you havent been living your callings, because you havent known the Caller well enough. You have been wandering, trying to find things to satisfy and to give meaning to your life. Even so with all the "work for God" thingy!" He spoke slowly, "Buy now when you begin to listen to me, then I am calling you to focus on my voice. To find the Caller of your life."

"You are not primarilly called to do something or go somewhere; you are called to Someone. You are not called first to special work but to God. The key to answering the call is to be devoted to no one and to nothing above Me, your God." He smiled at me.

Yes Lord, I am now realizing all the rubbish I hv been pursuing and all the lies that I have put in my mind and heart. I repent and from now on You are my Caller and You are the only One thay I want to satisfy. I wanna be yours only, entirely yours, at all cost and forever yours.. So whatever will go on in my life will be walking along aside You, my Lord, my Caller.

Amen.